- the same cocoa butter lotion brand i've used since high school.
- lotion that the nurses used on delia that i later bought so i could sniff her smell.
- bracelets for delia from some very special people.
- a pin for anencephaly awareness.
- a diaper that has stayed dry 3 nights in a row.
- soap that i used after my last tattoo, delia's tattoo.
- a reflection of a me that has been through too much.
- a reflection of a me i don't recognize.
- the shirt i wore to delia's funeral. the only shirt of mine she touched.
- a phone that i waited a long time for and had to cover with a ridiculous case because i'm known to drop things.
- medicine that nursed eliza back to health the last time she was sick.
- complete silence. it's tuesday. aunt whitney took eliza home when she picked up her girls. so i had a day to myself!
- refreshed for getting some me time.
- like this apartment was too empty without eliza.
- that i had too much time to think about things.
- anxious.
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![from where i'm standing...](http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b244/mvanderc/189286_546086900448_13736653_7297939_5902_n-1.jpg)
1 comments:
from where you are standing you look beautiful to me:) i love you
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