i cannot keep up with life. yet life as a stay at home mom isn't filled with too much it seems. we have lazy days. too many where we stay in our jammies. more than i'd like to confess to.
i used to be great at keeping in touch.
i was the one person who loved snail mail. i always sent letters, and always replied in a timely fashion.
now? i cannot even keep up with e-mails, messages, wall posts, comments, texts.
i feel like i'm sucking at friendship.
i want you to know how much i appreciate each and every single note.
i am so thankful that you took the time to write me/us.
i'm sorry i haven't replied, or if i have it's been short.
i'm trying to stay afloat.
i feel so disorganized. maybe it's because all of our stuff is everywhere still. we are in limbo. i'm still recovering.
i don't know.
i hate excuses. i just feel awful.
people have been so supportive. way more than i could have imagined.
i thank God for each of you.
praying i can turn this slump around sometime.
i hate being behind. having a full inbox. letting people down.
i wonder what the heck is wrong with me, but at the same time i know.
i'm sad. i need time still.
Monday, November 7, 2011