Friday, May 13, 2011

an update.

i was so frustrated yesterday. so much i wanted to post about and blogger was broken. i needed to get words/stories out. hopefully most of them will come back to me and i will remember. writing has always been therapeutic for me. :looks at the pile of journals i've kept since 1995:


we went to the doctor yesterday. for those who are unaware my husband is in the army. we are currently living in south korea. needless to say our healthcare is slightly limited.

i was extremely nervous to meet with the doctor. afraid he wouldn't agree or be supportive of our decision.

i could barely get the words out to tell. so afraid of the reaction.

but he couldn't have been more open. what a relief!

there will be many more appointments and discussions in the coming days, weeks, months.

for now we are moving forward with the pregnancy, and yesterday the three of us got to hear that sweet heartbeat again. i seriously could have laid there all day long and listened to it.

such a comforting sound. reassurance that we are making the right choice for our family.

4 comments:

tristan said...

Praise the Lord! So glad your Dr is on board and even happier that you got to hear that beautiful baby's heartbeat. We <3 you guys

Keely said...

May the rest of the experience of pregnancy, birth, and motherhood of your newbean be this same kind of pleasant surprise.

Praying for you.

Erin said...

How awesome to have the doctor open to the path you need to follow. I'm so glad you got to hear her heartbeat! It is such a sweet sound.

Stace said...

I'm sending lots of love, and prayers to your family and especially newbean!! I hope God has given you a special angel to help you through your pregnancy. Maybe you can ask your Dr for extra ultrasounds of newbean to have more pictures and videos of her to cherish always.

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